I'm not sure
I can make myself less strange, but I'll give it a try. :-)
My troubles began with the recession we had back at the beginning of the past decade.I lost my job in 2001 and had very spotty all the way up until rtunately, when I finally did find work I was seriously underemployed and unable to find suitable work.
I've never really been able to recover from that recession back in 2001-2003.
I'm presently stuck in a dead-end job that I hate and even that crummy job isn't stable.I could be back on unemployment in a flash.
I seem to make bad choices at times in my life and I cannot figure out why I cannot make smarter ng bad choices certainly isn't something I do on purpose.